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Truth, lies and life.

themostpositiveone — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:05:15 +0000

Lies surround us everyday. The question is how to separate truth from lies.
I don’t know about other people but I instinctively know the difference between
truth and a lie. I know for some people to realize the truth is hard because they
don’t see any difference between those two. I also know that some people rather
live in lie than admit the truth.
Truth begins in lies and knowledge is necessary to find the beginning of truth.
Which brings me to another subject. Blissful are those who know little. Knowledge
is a burden. If being happy means knowing little then I’d choose knowledge. Because
I’d regret not knowing and if I already didn’t know what I know about life then I
would find out anyways. I am too curious to stay blissful. Life itself is sad and
beautiful. Its a struggle a battle for survival. Its hard work which never ends until
you are still alive. But it is still kind of a miracle. Because no one knows how life
begun and what it is. Human mind is limited in understanding life.
We are so use to tell lies that when someone speaks the truth its shocking. Because
truth is the most beautiful thing in the world. Its universal but also personal.
Its controversy but then again its straight-forward. Its everything and nothing.
It all brings a question to my mind. How do people know that they don’t live in lie?
And further more what would you do and feel if you found out your life was a horrible
lie? Would you even want to know?

Sugarrush.

themostpositiveone — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 12:26:30 +0000

I recently read about drugs and people who use them. And I reached a conclusion that everybody is addicted to something.

This morning I wondered what was I addicted to and the first thing that came to my mind was sugar. But every addiction has a reason. At first I was too sleepy to thing about the reason but after my dose of sugar in form of a candy bar my ideas started rushing layers after layers of idea. At first I couldn’t dig up my first idea but then I realized that my brain needs sugar to function. Brain needs lot of energy to function and as I give it a good “workout” every single minute then i need all the energy that I can get.

I took my extra sweet morning coffee and my doughnuts. I went and sat at the couch and with a smile I let the sugarrush kick in and thought: “It is going to be a good day!”

Its the best feeling and I wouldn’t change that moment for any drug in the world.

A little about life

themostpositiveone — Sat, 08 Dec 2007 17:26:48 +0000

In the end everybody is looking for love and truth.
Love-because of the fear of being alone.
Truth-because of the fear of the unknown.

Things

themostpositiveone — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:52:14 +0000

I can´t help myself but to put general titles. But this is irrelevant.

I stumbled upon a page (www.the-n.com) and did a quiz called “What the hell is wrong with you?” The results were that I apparently am too smart for my own good. At first it seemed funny and I thought that no one could be too smart for their own good, but the more I thought about it I realized that it was so. And then I also realized that it explains a lot. Usually these kinds of quizzes aren´t ment for taking seriously but sometimes they are correct. And that is funny.

People are usually scared of things they don´t understand. In this case me. Now comes the question: Why are people afraid of things they don’t understand?

Is it because they are born that way? Then what about all the brave people? Are they overachievers or stupid or just willing to face their fears? And furthermore why then only few people out of six billion people on the planet and majority of them are constantly afraid of something. But why to bother themselves with such emotions? They take a lot of energy and time.

Or because they chose to be scared? The first thing that comes to my mind after that question is why?

It all comes down to why people want to be scared. Is it because they don`t know any other way? Because fear sets boundaries?

I can´t see anything good to come out of fear but self-improvement by overcoming the fear.

Life

themostpositiveone — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 20:18:50 +0000

In the morning I kind of felt sad without no reason. It was raining and that made me a little happier. I wanted to jump in the puddles.
That made smile through the day.
So as today started weirdly I started thinking about life. When I went online I started talking to one of my online-friends. Somehow we ended up discussing religion.
Suddenly I realized that so many people believe in something blindly, without ever questioning why.
Some people believe because they are thaught to believe. To them there aren’t any other way of life. From childhood they have been taught about religion and they have been kind of brainwashed. They haven’t been given a fair chance to make up their own mind about those things.
Others believe because they have fears about things they don’t know or understand – like death. they search comfort and support from “god”. They let others worry about their fears and et others answer questions for themselves.
With the believe sometimes comes a fear of god. But if a person has no fear then without fear you have no worries and without worries you are happy. With lack of fear comes sereneness, peace, calmness and happiness and thats what all people are looking for but they find it on their death bed.
And with religion comes the question that which one is the real deal.
Now I am going back to the subject – Life(with a capital l).
An Aerosmith song “Living on the edge” says :

“We’re livin’ on the edge
You can’t help yourself from fallin’
Livin’ on the edge
You can’t help yourself at all
Livin’ on the edge
You can’t stop yourself from fallin’
Livin’ on the edge”

But why fall. Every person should have one moment in their life when they feel like they have no choice but to jump or fall off from the edge of the earth. You should make the choice to jump because I had that choice and I jumped off from the edge of the earth. I died inside and reborn from my “souls” ashes – metaphorically speaking I learned to fly after jumping off from edge of life and that felt great. If you aren’t willing to take drastic measures you wouldn’t get pass that dead point and you will never feel that amazing sensation what makes every effort every pain worth. For one second you will be so a live and you will know everything. Its like when people die they have that one moment of wisdom before death. And that moment you will find yourself and happiness and that will fallow you till the end. Its the most beautiful thing. And with that I sign out.